Hey, so first of all, it’s a huge victory that you feel motivated to grow in your relationship with Christ and that you’re taking steps. I think being lukewarm is the worst temperature a Christian can be, and you’re not that. Good for you.

And I feel ya when it comes to prayer. I have a short attention span, too, and I’ve had to really adjust all sorts of things in my life, including how I approach work and how I pray.

When it comes to prayer, it really made all the difference for me when I focused less on it as a task, with an emphasis on structure, and it became more an overflow of my heart. I began to go to him and explain all the ways I was grateful that day, shared life with him as my father, lord, and God, and talked to him about my failures, challenges, and wishes. You might also use your readings in John and jumping off points, praying through what you’re learning. These days, I often pray through the devotional I’m reading.

Also, find what works for you when it comes to place and time. I’ve prayed before sunrise and well after sunset; I’ve prayed in a quiet place and I’ve prayed while lying in a bath or rinsing in a shower; I’ve prayed in a literal closet and I’ve prayed at the foot of my bed. The season of your life might dictate where and how you do it, as might more practical concerns that might change by the day, week, or month.

Whatever you do, keep at it. You’re on a good path right now, and you’ll find that as you practice these forms of worship—studying the bible, talking about faith with others, spending time with fellow believers, putting your faith into practice, and praying to God—that you’ll grow in your walk. It seems to me that you’re already growing though you may not feel it, but if I’m any examples, that’s pretty typical—it’s often only looking back that I realize how far God has brought me.

God bless and take care, Anon!